News from Sophia Christi

Trinity Sunday: Our Communitarian God and Gay Pride

July 1st, 2014

Some of you have been at the Pride Festival all or most of the day.  And many of us will be staffing the booth tomorrow and marching in the Parade.  Though a lot of people pass by our booth without a glance, many stop to talk.  Some are just curious but others have questions.  Some have been hurt by the church they grew up in, while others are alienated from church and religion generally.

We play a vital role of welcome and solidarity, affirming everyone we meet as a beloved family member in the larger community of God.  It doesn’t matter who they are, how they’re dressed, what their background is.  We smile, hand out candy and brochures, invite them to sign the email list, and just try to let them know there are Catholics who stand with them in the fight for recognition and justice.  Every year we do this on Father’s Day weekend.  This year it is also Trinity Sunday, a feast most Christians meet with a hefty yawn! (more…)

Earth: Mother God’s Sheep-Fold

May 16th, 2014

In his November apostolic letter, Evangelii Gaudium, Joy of the Gospel, Pope Francis wrote “Today everything comes under the laws of competition and the survival of the fittest, where the powerful feed upon the powerless.  As a consequence, masses of people find themselves excluded and marginalized: without work, without possibilities, without any means of escape.  Human beings are themselves considered consumer goods to be used and then discarded.”  Pope Francis could be delivering a homily on today’s Gospel. (more…)

Post Traumatic Growth

April 26th, 2014

Out of the agonizing events of Good Friday, Easter blossoms from the tomb, not like a bursting flare of fireworks but slowly, awakening minds and hearts to the shocking revelation that Jesus, having died, is now ALIVE.

“We ate and drank with him after he rose from the dead,” Peter says.  “I have seen the Lord,” says Mary.

Everything in Christianity is anchored in recognition of the resurrected Jesus, the Christ of faith.

When Mary first encounters Jesus in the garden she is still traumatized by the events surrounding his execution the day before.  She is in shock, disoriented in her grief, and searching for his body which she believes to have been stolen.  Her attention is focused in the past, in the scenes of his humiliation and death, in the memories of his life and her experiences with him.  It’s what we all do in the face of loss as we struggle to get our bearings, wrestle with despair and collapse in the anguish of wrenched hearts, minds and lives.  But when Jesus says her name, she turns from the past to the present moment and recognizes the one she has been so urgently seeking.  He is standing right there before her. (more…)

Hearing As Disciples Hear

April 26th, 2014

“Morning after morning, God awakens me to hear as disciples do,” says Isaiah.  “God opens my ears.”

How DO disciples hear?  How do they hear the story of the Passion?  It is possible to become so fixated on Jesus’ torturous suffering that those details are allowed to conceal the orchestrated oppression and torture of everyday people in our world today.  Even more common is the tendency to listen to these events as part of Christian history without letting the deeper message of Jesus’ example really sink in. (more…)

She Called Herself ‘The Universal Friend’

April 2nd, 2014

Jemima Wilkinson was born in Rhode Island in 1752 of Quaker parents. In 1776 she fell into a trance-like state and appeared lifeless for about 36 hours. Upon coming out of this trance, she declared that she had become another being, a minister of the Almighty sent to preach His gospel and to minister to the spiritual necessities of mankind.  She began calling herself the Public Universal Friend.  Eventually she traveled to all the major cities along the east coast preaching the gospels, talking about women’s rights, and exposing the evils of slavery.

The Friend was finding followers but she was also was the victim of angry crowds throwing rocks. Because of persecution, the Friend and about 280 members of her Society of Universal Friends moved to Western New York State in 1788.  The friend is considered to be the first American-born woman to found a religious movement.  Today, dozens of Catholic Woman Priests around the world stand on the shoulders of women like the Friend, having dedicated their lives to preaching the gospel and bringing hope to those who have none.

All that remains of the possessions of the Friend is a portrait, a bible and a few of her papers.  There is no way to look back and study her thoughts and ideas.  How times have changed in regards to the availability of information and ideas.  Sophia Christi has a website, www.sophiachristi.org, where you can look at Toni’s homilies. Also recordings are made of the Eugene Mass.

–Carol Zolkoske

Women, Ordination and the Man Born Blind–Sermon delivered at Bridgeport UCC

April 2nd, 2014

Just yesterday I listened briefly to a news clip from the Huffington Post of a young Baptist minister in AZ.  He was preaching from the first letter of Paul to Timothy—a letter ascribed to Paul, though most scholars agree it was not written by Paul.  This young man was telling his congregation that women must be silent in the church.  He went so far as to say that women aren’t allowed to say ‘amen’ in his church because ‘amen’ is an affirmation of truth, and women can only RECEIVE truth, not affirm it.  Women are to simply listen and receive the teachings from their minister or their husband.  They must never teach, preach or lead MEN in any way!!

Contrast this position with what you heard last week in Jesus’ conversation with the Samaritan woman at the well.  She engaged Jesus in a complex theological discussion which led her to not only believe in him, but to EVANGELIZE her entire village!

What this Arizona pastor is telling his congregation is adamantly opposed to Jesus’ inclusive ministry.  It is a patently un-Christian message built on a misogynistic belief system.  If anything is pure heresy—THIS is. (more…)

Lenten Community Retreat

March 13th, 2014

Our Community Lenten retreat will be held at Silver Falls Conference Center on March 29 from 9:30am to 4:00pm.  Those wishing to attend must register no later than Friday, March 14.  Cost for lunch is $10.00 and will be collected at the beginning of the retreat.  Donations to cover expenses will be gratefully accepted.  The retreat will conclude with Mass.  If you have questions please feel free to contact us for more information.

If you Have GPS, the Conference Center Address is:   20022 Silver Falls Hwy SE, Sublimity, OR 97385

Lent: ‘Small self’-‘True Self’ Challenge

March 13th, 2014

In many Native American tribes the vision quest was a traditional rite of passage.  Young people were ‘tested’ by sending them into the wilderness alone to discover their identity and their life’s direction.  They fasted and prayed to attune themselves to the world of Spirit.  The quest prepared them to assume adult responsibilities in the tribe according to their unique gifts, gifts revealed during their time in the wilderness.

The vision quest is a helpful lens for understanding what Jesus is going through as he launches into the wilderness immediately after his Baptism.  He, too, is being TESTED.  The Greek word here means both “tempted” and “tested.”  He, too, is fasting and praying, attuning himself to Spirit as he prepares to fully take on his identity and his life-path as ‘the Beloved Son of God, in whom God is ‘well pleased’.

Jesus’ experience of being TESTED mirrors our own in ways we may not see at first glance.  As a human being Jesus also has an ego, that part of who we are that wants to be in full control of our personal universe, wants to be the ‘god’ of our little world.      The TEST for the ego is to recognize that IT is not God, and to accept that it isn’t God’s will that the small ‘self’ should be in control.  The TEST is for that little self to take a back seat and learn to let God work through its small prism of selfhood so that God’s light, love and joy can enter the world.  (more…)

Member Portal — Your Views Please

February 3rd, 2014

After carefully considering the high value we place on inclusivity in our community, and discussing where our boundaries lie in sharing sensitive information over the web, the Council has decided to experiment with a ‘Members’ Portal on our site as others have done before us.

Once the portal is available we will issue a password to those who participate, or have participated, in community events.  Drawing a line around what is shared publicly is a ‘hot’ topic these days as concerns about privacy have become increasingly important.  How do we remain inclusive while also respecting privacy?  What constitutes appropriate boundaries when inclusivity is a value we hold dear?

These questions have no easy answers, which is why the Portal itself is an experiment.  I invite you to think about the question and to discuss it with each other here by adding your comments to this post.  Let’s see where all this takes us and learn the parameters of our shared boundaries as we move forward in this unfamiliar territory.

God Shows No Partiality

January 16th, 2014

Do any of you remember the TV series “Joan of Arcadia?”  Though it was nominated for many awards (and won a few), it lasted for just two seasons (2003-2005) before going off the air.  The central character was a typical 16-year old girl, Joan Girardi, who had unusual conversations with a wide range of people all of whom introduced themselves to her as God.  They/God gave her tasks that often made no sense to her but ended up helping someone in a very important way.

The theme song of the series was “What if God was one of us?”: “What if God was one of us?” Just a slob like one of us? Just a stranger on the bus tryin’ to make his way home?”

Forgive me if this seems irreverent, but in the beginning of today’s Gospel Jesus appears to be “just a slob like one of us.”  The early Church was actually embarrassed by today’s Gospel passage for this very reason.  Jesus submitted himself for baptism by John in the Jordan which seemed to portray him as a sinner, just another slob in the Galilean countryside.

Jesus was supposed to be sinless, so why did he respond to John’s call for repentance and request baptism?  This question troubled the early Church, and scholars debated the question for centuries.  In fact Matthew adds the verse about John attempting to discourage Jesus from being baptized in order to deal with this uneasiness.  And Jesus’ words to John indicate that his baptism is a matter of justice—there’s a reason—it’s the right thing to do.  God wants it this way.  And this, too, is Matthew’s addition in order to reign in the unsettling theological questions Jesus’ baptism raised. He identifies with the slobs along the river, and his ministry begins there. (more…)

Considering ‘Evangelii Gaudium’

December 16th, 2013

There is already much discussion about Pope Francis’ latest 50,000 word document, Evangelii Gaudium, Joy of the Gospel.  His strong encouragement that Christians take seriously the Gospel mandate to care for the poor and marginalized, as well as his clear example of what caring looks like, is a breath of fresh air in a church that had become an embarrassment of pomp and finery during the last two pontificates.  There is much to be grateful for in this amazing shift of papal priorities.  And yet there is a continuing sadness among women who stand on the ecclesial sidelines waiting to be seen and heard, waiting for their moral agency and vocational callings to be respected and welcomed in the sanctuary of public worship and witness.

A Gospel interpreted so as to exclude women from sacramental ministries to which they are called is not a Gospel of Joy nor does it speak to the continued marginalization and oppression of one half of humanity.  Some say Francis is just laying the groundwork for farther-reaching changes he plans to make in the months and years ahead.  Some say he is trying to unite left and right into one, unified church, and must take his time confronting litmus-test issues of the two former popes.  The “hottest button” in the church, as it is in all traditionalist and fundamentalist groups, is that of women’s rights, agency and power.  There is no escaping this issue, and merely calling for a “theology of women” without listening to the Holy Spirit as She summons women into pastoral and sacramental leadership roles within the church is an evasion of that issue.  We have a right to expect more from the Church into which all are baptized as full members of the Body of Christ in which, Paul says, there is neither Jew nor Greek, male nor female, slave nor free.

Why I Joined the Parish Council

December 16th, 2013

Saint Francis of Assisi said, “Pray without ceasing. If necessary, use words.” I take this statement to mean that our beliefs and our values should come through everything that we do: the way we carry ourselves, how we spend money, the words we choose to speak, and how we treat others.  Yes, professions of faith and explanations of beliefs can be powerful, but the everyday choices – or way of proceeding – may carry even more weight. I believe the same is true for organizations, especially mission driven organizations such as Sophia Christi.  I think that our way of operating and proceeding says just as much about who we are as a community as our mission statement.

Though gathering to share in a justice-centered, inclusive liturgy is what brings the community together, there are many other actions that allow the community to live out its prophetic voice. This belief in the importance of “the way of proceeding” and how it reflects the values of an organization are what motivated me to join the parish council. For me, the parish council is not something “extra” or “separate” that I do for Sophia Christi, it is an inextricable part of my belonging to the community. For me, the meetings are a form of prayer – perhaps less meditative or poetic than other ways – which allow me to consider how the mission is lived and how each decision reflects the community’s commitment to inclusivity, spiritual healing, and the social teachings of Jesus. In sum, the way we pray and the way we make decisions together are essential parts of living out our mission. So pray with the community. Attend a parish council meeting. Donate your time, talent, and treasure. Be spiritually fed by the community. I invite you to find your role in Sophia Christi’s way of proceeding    — Danielle, Portland

Called to Include the Excluded

December 16th, 2013

In 2007, Sr. Louise Lears was present for the ordination of two women in St. Louis.  She had been a coordinator of religious education for the arch-diocese as well as a member of the pastoral team in her parish.  The archbishop of St. Louis at the time, Raymond Burke, immediately banned her from receiving the sacraments as well as from doing any form of ministry within the archdiocese unless she repented her “sin” of participating in the ordination.

On the Sunday following Burke’s disciplinary action, Sr. Louise went to Mass at her parish to be with her community.  She wasn’t planning to receive communion, just needed to be with those she loved.  Her sister and 85-year-old mother were with her.  When it came time for communion her mother stood and told Louise to follow her.  Louise didn’t question her mother, simply stood and remained at her side.   When Louise’s mother received the bread she broke it, turned and gave it to her daughter.

After seeing this, Louise’s sister did the same.  Many of the parishioners, once they realized what was happening, broke a piece of their bread and gave it to Louise.  In the end Louise’s hands were filled with fragments of the Eucharist.

When Mass ended, and the family gathered at the back of the church, Louise’s mother said to her, “I was the first person to feed you, and I will feed you now.”  (more…)

Make Your Voice Heard in Rome

November 21st, 2013

For the first time in history, as far as I know, the experiences of ordinary people are being solicited by a pope, a pope who seems genuinely interested in the everyday lives of individuals and families around the world.  As a result, we have an opportunity to voice some of the concerns we have discussed among ourselves for decades, and to share the experiences and insights born of Catholic family life in all its permutations and diversity.

Pope Francis has called an Extraordinary Synod of Bishops to be held in October of next year.  Its theme is the Pastoral Challenges to the Family in the Context of Evangelization.  In preparation for this global conversation, Pope Francis has asked that a questionnaire be circulated as widely as possible to gather input from Dioceses, deaneries and parishes so that local people can respond.  Bishops of England, Wales and others have posted the questionnaire online while Bishops in the U.S. seem disinclined to seek broad-based input from individuals and families themselves.  Lay groups, however, have been inspired to create and circulate surveys to solicit grassroots input in response to the Vatican request.

In a November 16 article in the National Catholic Reporter, Brian Roewe provided a link to two survey possibilities as well as the the original Vatican preparatory document with its extensive list of in-depth questions.  That document can be found at

A coalition of 15 church reform groups, most of them part of COR (Catholic Organizations for Renewal) created and posted a survey online for Catholics in the U.S.  It can be found at    (more…)

New Website

November 21st, 2013

Welcome to our new website!  As you explore this site you will notice  a number of new features, including stories from members, a method of donating online, archives of previous newsletters, access to the current newsletter with a click of a button on our welcome page, and a space (and invitation) for you to comment on the current homily as well as posts such as this one.  As you tour the site, enter your comments below.  Let us know what you think!  We are eager to hear from you and excited about opening this opportunity for the community to interact in a new way.

Since this is a new tool for many of us it will take time to learn its features and possibilities.  Your ideas are most welcome.  Enjoy!